God, Wife, and Struggles

This blog will have difficult content, be very honest, but also bring light and truth to what my life is like.


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Handling Grief 

There are not a lot of moments where I  think of you, but I still do. About every six months or so. It’s been a few years, but I remember taking you out to dinner with my children. Talking to you, trying to relate. Praying for you. Texting you, reminding you, that I was there.…

Mental Health: How Therapy Changed my life

In August 2022, I started therapy. I was not sure what I was struggling through, but I knew it was essential to understand and process it. All I knew was that I STOPPED FUNCTIONING as soon as I became a mother. When Roger was born, I did not know how to be a mother. While…

Not perfect but better…

Man… I can’t believe it’s already 2023. Let alone that we are pretty much halfway through February! Time passes too fast. For the past year, I kept on wanting to sit down and write something. I used to use this as a way to get some of my thoughts out but ever since I made…